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Stolen from teh SNAIL:
Post 10 things that recently made you happy! Then tag 10 people and force them to post this meme on their LJs. Because it is good & everyone needs a little happiness once in awhile.
1. Writing things that make me giggle like a perverse 10-yr old school girl 2. When FattyPants purrs right next to my head while I'm sobbing from throwing up so hard 3. Curling up with a puppy and smelling their fur 4. Hearing a familiar voice on the phone 5. Listening to the same song over and over and over and over again 6. Remembering how the ocean smelled and tasted 7. Drinking hot tea with no sugar and no milk because I am poor and have neither 8. Reading. 9. Drawing. 0. Being Home.
I tag no one cause tags are dumb. >:|
I've been having lots of nightmares lately, and not the "OMFG WHY?!" kind of nightmares, but very real ones involving people and/or situations I have cut out in my life, coming back, and realising what a goddamn hell it was to be in them. From the extreme to the not so bad, they are still nightmares, and I can't figure out why my brain wants to trouble me so. Last night, however, I just had dreams about people, motorbikes, and geeze. Very nervous, fluffy, adorable geese that don't like motorbikes. It took place in Hawai'i too, at my old preschool, which alone holds a few uninvited traumas I try not to focus on. But yes, and there was rain, lots of rain, somuch rain you sputtered and choked on water when you talked. All in all not a nightmare, but not a good dream either. Aside from the goose. Nene in hawaiian. :3
I hate the friends only thing, because I don't feel I have anything to hide, and I lack the ability to care for privacy, but I'm starting to write lotsa bad stuff that is dirty. And I wanna post it, but......yeah. Maybe I'll just make a new LJ. LoL.
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